WHOLLY AS I AM

 I am done with anything half-hearted… LOVE is TOTAL and wholly COMPLETE. Anything that is not Wholehearted is not honest. I’m done with it. Love is my reality. And there I reside.

  I started using blogging as an accountability exercise. I failed a lot. The only thing I seemed interested in consistently writing about was the lessons of A Course in Miracles… 

It’s like somehow, beyond my regular mind, I had made a commitment, and a space was consecrated for me to open my mind and be a vehicle for the Holy Spirit to use and teach me.

I LOVE IT!

Here it is: THE POWER OF DECISION IS MY OWN. (L-152)

We can spend infinite time and effort trying to wake up…and it is a groovy way to do your life; it’s fun, it’s interesting, it feel better than before… I’ve been known to say, “it’s the only game in town” … 

But, that’s just it, isn’t it. “KNOW THYSELF”, is just what it says; “KNOW THYSELF! That’s not the same as get to know thyself. Trust me on this, I know…

WAKE UP NOW! It is a decision. It is determined by choice. The Course tells us plain as day that Heaven is here and now and the light of understanding or enlightenment, takes no time at all. 

It is merely that we cherish time and process. The ego loves the game of accomplishment, yes?

Here’s the thing~ again clearly stated in the Course:

IT HAS ALREADY BEEN ACCOMPLISHED… I but ACCEPT THAT I HAVE ACCEPTED THE ATONEMENT AND IT IS DONE!

So I am totally experiencing the lessons this year from a simple and accepted place... I LOVE IT!

I am constantly amazed at the astounding simplicity of the lessons. I am absolutely loving doing the lessons for the first time; this moment. 

I am the living application of my willingness to be wholly lifted up out of the time/space frequency, and into miracle frequency.

I saddle up, forget every interpretation I have made before, and in that empty space, I let Love write the script. I love it!

Quite profoundly I notice just how unnecessary my old complicated habit of looking for interpretation, understanding and the like… silly really, a delay in time, and tragic... When right there in black and white, the instructions couldn’t be more simple.

 …Didn’t I read the text? It states clearly that the mind that sees the problem (ego) is incapable of understanding anything?

That should make it explicitly easy… I just don’t try!

 I give up!

I let myself be shown!

If I were learning to speak Japanese, I wouldn’t assume I knew anything about the language. I wouldn’t care so much about its origins; as I would it’s practical application and the best possible integration into my mind, so that it could become natural to me to speak it.  

A Course in Miracles is my new language. I have known that it is since the moment I first opened the book. And although recognized it, I knew it would take something far greater than what I was identified with as my self, (my residual self image) to rise above and truly be shown.

I have studied and forgiven and pondered and meditated, prayed and practiced… And I have loved it!

I can say with honesty that I have unlearned a lot, and experienced peace a lot… It is awesome!

I am the living breath of light and Love~

This is my devotion now~

I am as God Created me and that is the only reality I accept.

I deny the denial of truth. I am the truth, way and the life…

I am only light!

I am Love as my Father is Love…I create as my Father.

My mind is one and you are my love…

I put my childish toys away… I will only what God Will’s.

Perfect Happiness is my Will, my function, my life.

I LOVE YOU!!!